Just some thoughts..

I've been having some pretty weird feelings lately. Ones that I don't normally have. Thoughts about dating, relationships, and crazy stuff like that. I actually asked my mom the other day about how she and dad dated. I learned that my dad dated a girl for two entire years before he met my mom, and was really hurt by that girl.

I never, ever want to be that girl.

I know that might mean that I get my heart broken. Maybe a lot. But I can deal with that. I have enough love in my family to mend my heart a thousand times over. And I can safely say that I will not be dating a thousand guys in my lifetime.

I just can't stand the thought of hurting someone else. Especially a guy. I don't know why it seems so much different. But it does. It's probably because I expect him to protect me. To take care of me. The least I can do is to keep his heart intact.

It makes me angry, very angry when I hear of girls nagging guys. Of getting angry at them for no reason. For placing unfair expectations on them.

I don't really know. I don't have an answer to these thoughts. I really don't have a question in these thoughts. They are just....thoughts.