Heart Problems...

Unfortunately, I feel as if I am a girl from one of those stupid romantic books where she loves this guy and the guy has no idea that she even exists.

The problem with me is that he does know that I exist, and we have a lot of fun together.  But that's all.  He's the nicest guy ever, and I don't want to tell him that I like him because I just know that it will be amazingly awkward after.  Because I'm pretty sure that he doesn't think of me that way.  I mean, we're just friends.  And I guess that's better than nothing.  But still...sometimes I just wish...

Yea.  I know that I'm being fickle.  I just wish my heart would figure itself out.  Because I can't decide how strongly I like this guy...